Surprisingly still my same sentiments. But with the latter part - I'm still not quite sure. Hmm. Anyhoo. Maybe someday I'll decide on finishing up this one. Baka pag may conclusion na ako. Hahahaha.
I'm one of those people who when I'm sure - I'm more than a hundred percent sure. It means that I'm able to keep my word. I know how to keep promises - the same way that I know how to break em. But not just because we know how to do something, it would already imply that we actually do those - which means that I'm not fond of breaking promises much more if they are pinkyswears.
I'm a bit curious though. What if you made a promise with someone - and you both promised to keep that promise together - what if the other party starts to break it? Are you obliged to still keep your promise? Or you could break it too? I'm quite unsure .. help me out?:)
When we are happy - when we are in love - we keep on making promises. I can't tell you that we create promises without being sure about em - of course around those times and those days - you were. But not when the feelings have worn off .. Not when you guys break up .. Not when your friendship ends - no. I somewhat feel that certain promises are only kept until the relationship is still there. And when the relationship's done and over - so is one's promise.
I've made this clear for quite a lot of times already - that when it comes to relationships - I DO take them seriously. To a point that I will NOT be with a guy if I'm not definite that I can picture him in my future.
I've been with someone before - which entails that I have made promises and pinkyswears. I swore to love him till my last breath. I swore that he'd be the only man in my life. I swore that whatever happens - I'll love him with all of me - always and forever. But we broke up. He broke my heart. And after some time - I kept wondering ... "What about everything we've been through? What about all the promises we've made?" And then when you've finally moved on - you'll just realize that all those are gone - waaay gone. But I do not need to promise that I will love him till the end - because I believe that I really forever will. It's true that when we love - it never completely fades - coz love is not just but a feeling ... it's so much more. It would either just decrease or increase through time - but it wont ever totally be gone.
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