Referring to yesterday because apparently - I fell asleep right after typing the title. Mehehehe.
Yesterday was a rainy day. And I believe morning palang, I've already texted my closest friends to ask for their advice on something. I just texted them "Nix?" "Isah?" etc etc. HAHAHAHA. It was because the moment I wake up I felt as though there was something I badly needed/wanted/basta may urge for something to happen.
I was looking for closure. I honestly even Googled it if a person does need closure. But I don't know. I think it's a case to case basis - and it really depends on the person who's hurting. Yeah though it may really just be up to you and it's really your choice if you still stay where you are or just get on with my life
I mean, I'm already doing okay. But there was a part of me that I wanted to just have peace. I couldn't deny that it bothered me more often than it should - oh I don't know. I sound so confusing. -_-
Anyways. I had to go to a meeting in Makati. At first I thought we all had to meet up at 1. But it was already around 11am that Isah told me that we were supposed to meet up at 12 already. Just me and my "boss". I felt so lazy and really just wanted to stay in bed. But I couldn't stay at home because the presentation materials were with me. (it was a bed weather and my bed misses me already TT) So I hurried showered got dressed and headed off to Makati.
It was super traffic. And buses were hogging passengers as though there are more to come -_- Everything has always seemed so fcking slow when you're in a rush!!! -_-
Got there past 1. And fortunately, meeting was moved to 2. Good heavens I did not take a cab. Kundi sayang talaga yun. Meeting ended around 330 or so.
Me and "boss" split up already and I decided to really watch Tuhog. At first I was supposed to head home already and maybe just watch it some other time - but then Hannah called me asked asked me if we could hang out. She said she was just at this modelling thing and I agreed to just wait for her at the mall. When I got to GB1 though, it was like everything was so meant to be. I asked the lady outside the cinema what time the movie would start. She said 340. So - wow. I barely just watch a movie ng not planning it or not checking the schedule first. I got so excited and felt na maybe I really was meant to watch alone.
The movie was so great guys. I mean - I had high hopes for the film because the trailer was really interesting (for me). I badly wanted to watch it and even felt sad that I didn't get to go to the symposium held in Assumption the day before. Huhu.
I wanna tell you all about it!! And most especially the parts that made the movie so meaningful and just - grabe. I really cried a lot. It was a good mix of pain, sadness, and funny and happy moments. I don't know but I really like watching films and see if they'll take a toll on me. This one did. I didn't find it the usual typical Filipino film. And even if there was a a love story - it was just funny because everything was so honest. Nothing seemed pretentious. It wasn't like any Filipino film na impossible nalang talaga. (But come to think of it - the tuhog part really is a WTF moment like can that actually happen in real life ._. HAHAHA.)
I liked the opening credits as well. Very creative and for me, it showed items or food that show either what the film would make you feel or what Filipinos are all about or - basta. It seemed symbolic to me and I suppose there was something more to it that just random stuff - but maybe they were just random. ANYWAYS. I would like to speak with the director please. Hahahahaha.
The part that made me cry the most though was Tonio's story. UGGGH. Wanna be a bitch and spoil everything by telling you why it made me cry but really. I should be nice enough to wait for Tuhog to leave the cinemas. -_-
I missed watching by myself. Because I really did watch a lot of movies all by myself before. Back when I was single. And then I'm back to being single. Hahahaha. I enjoyed the movie - a lot. :) And yes, I did miss having someone to be with too. Before kasi - we weren't like the other couples who just watched a movie to make out or do dirty stuff -____- We watched a movie - to watch a movie. To actually enjoy the film. And that was probably why I missed him yesterday. Because he was my favorite movie buddy. He understood my enthusiasm in films and really converses with me right after. He allows me to talk about the film and he doesn't just listen - he has his own opinions too! Which I really appreciate. At first kasi he'd often just either agree with me or disagree with me for the joy of seeing me debate my point - but in the long run - he started sounding like me! Hahahahaha. How he sees films - pa-critical na ng pa-critical. So cute. Hahahahaha.
ANYHOO.
So after the film. I called up a friend. And then at first there was no answer. And then I thought of trying just one last time. And then he picked up.
I had a good time last night. I really feel better now. A whole lot better. I think the rest should still be written - but not anymore for the public to view. Hehehe.
So much crying and shit yesterday. But it really was a lot of fun. I actually loved yesterday. So spontaneous and unplanned. :) Maybe yesterday it was God who helped me out or rather yesterday was probably His plan on making me feel better. Thanks, Pops! :*
Okay. I gotta have lunch already got a mtg at 2 in Makati and 5 at the Fort so - wish me luck!
Till my next entryyyy :)
Ciao!
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