Dying State

Well not really. A little bit close to it actually. 

Still in bed and thank God because I still feel awful. Ugh.

Been wanting to get love and loads of hug and "lambing". Now here come the #NewlySingleProbs. Why did I have to indicate newly? Because this isn't really a problem for actual single people. But I've just turned ding ding ding - single. So yeah. I'm still quite hung up on having someone to come over and visit me and take care of me when I'm sick. I mean - my mom does that. My mom spoils me. My mom cooks sinigang whenever I'm home and just in bed and dead sick.  And then she brings me home donuts, candy - and a whole lot of other sweet stuff. But you see - I really got used to having "someone else". Oh that sucks doesn't it. Another experience to remind you that you're already on your own - again. Hahahaha. I'm not even being dramatic right now. I'm just stating facts and really - huhuhu :(

Emotionally though - I've been doing great. Physically and internally - dkfghelniurhsgkjdlkaur everything feels terrible -_- Hate going to the doctor because we're both just wasting our time. I tell him the same stuff - and he tells me the same shit. He's a really good doctor though. It's just that I'm a pretty stubborn patient.

All they're ever gonna relate this to is how my lifestyle is. That I always sleep late (12am isn't late!! I used to sleep later than that but things have changed already pero kasi that has been my usual time of sleeping so how can my body not adopt to it for Christ's sake -__- UGH.)

Anyways. I'm really just such a weakling. -_- I would tell you in detail all it is I'm currently diagnosed with pero that would sound too pathetic already. Hahahaha. I don't really like telling people what it is I'm going through when it comes to sicknesses and or diseases. This though is okay since everbody gets sick from time to time. But the details - meh.

So ... yeah. If I ever stop blogging - it means I'm gone for good. HAHAHAHA juuuuust kidding. I'd probably still blog even if I'm already in the hospital undergoing treatment and then be the girl who gives hope to the others who are going through the same thing. HAHAHAHAHAHA but yeah no worries I think I'm still in good condition.

Ok. Gotta get up now grab breakfast and start working. Can't waste time. Time is money. Hahahawtf.

Till my next post.

Ciaoooooo xxxxxxxxx :)