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Mirrors' on repeat.

It's a lazy Sunday.

A cozy one.

And I should really make the best out of it.

Edit photos from last night.

Filter photos from past shoots.

Finally finish my portfolio.

Came across this quote.

"You’ve gotta decide what’s more important to you.. Keeping your pride and getting nothing— or taking a risk and maybe, maybe having everything"

And then I'm back at that point.

Where I wonder.

Why.

Why me.

What's wrong with me.

Why.

Why can't I be the one.

Why can't I ever be enough.

Why can't I be THAT risk worth taking.

Why can't I ever be WORTH the explanation.

Why can't I BE WORTH anything.

To anyone.

At all.

Why.

What's wrong with me.

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