Project Hotstuff ♥

Yeah not really. But here's to finalizing what I really wanna do with my body. Here's the thing with me and my body - what's stopping me to actually work out and make myself look better are those times wherein I know I'm already happy with my shape. But then again, I'm so inconsistent. I didn't even work for the body I have right now. And people say I'm already so thin and all but there are still those times wherein I want a body that's better than this. And I'm SURE I can have a better one if I actually work hard on it enough to a point wherein maintaining THAT body goal is nothing but a piece of cake.

I measure my fats by my "love handles". When I can no longer feel my hip bones, that's the indication I'm getting fat.

Those are love handles and nope this aint my body and the photo aint mine.

I don't weigh myself regularly and when I know I'll just be home the whole week - I eat much more than a pig does. And I slack off like shit. Right now, my love handles are beginning to grow and I'm not happy with my tummy anymore. I want it to STAY flat - no matter how much I eat.

I was able to achieve that before - wherein you're already used to eating just this amount of food and your intestines/stomach gets used to it that they shrink and you'll easily feel bloated and tada - you're able to maintain that size.

I wanna have more shape - I really want that hourglass shape and I want my butts to be bigger coz I believe I lack butt fats :(

Girls always tell me that I'm gifted with my boobs but believe me when I tell you I DON'T LIKE HAVING BIG BOOBIES. :( I want small flat ones. The one wherein I could wear tops wherein I won't worry about my boobs showing off. Don't people know that it's a dilemma for a conservative girl like me to have boobs like these? Like, I wanna wear this and that but now - my boobs decide to wanna show some cleavage and shit so no - I can't wear it.

Sorry but that's just how I am with my body -_-

ANYWAYS. As I've said, I want a flat tummy, and hourglass shape, and bigger butts. Here are those workouts I'll be following :D

For my flat butt,

For my hourglass figure,

I'll be following this :)

And this video

And for my flat tummy,

I'll be following this :)

I'm dead serious about this goal of mine. It's a part of creating a better version of myself. YAY! Hahaha. Since I can't really control the food I eat - I should really start being organized and responsible enough to regularly exercise and live a fit and healthy lifestyle. I can't lessen my rice, sweets, and all my other favorites so I think I should really be (I seriously forgot that term UGH) blank to have the body I want.

At first I was pegging on Ellen Adarna's body for SO LONG - but realized that that was a little bit too much so I'll just keep on working on my body till I'm happy with it.

I'll probably post a before and after photo. Maybe every month I'll take a photo of myself and post them all at the end - when I've finally achieved it. HAHAHAHA. Wish me luck!

Ciao xxx