If people are interested, they'll ask. ;)

I was just thinking...it's funny how different things could always turn out to be. Everything sometimes ... seem so ironic.


I've got so much going on in my life right now. I mean - my life has damn been interesting. But I dunno. I just wonder - when is it gonna be interesting enough for people to care enough to ask?


I don't know why high school seems so far already. Bilang nalang sa kamay ko yung mga taong nakakausap ko from high school - and what's more surprising is that - hindi naman talaga sila yung super ka-close ko since before.


I mean - I've got groups pero - damn this is hard to explain. Well point is - it's true. That when people want to be in your life or be a part of your life - they'll make an effort to be in it.


That some things have just become labels. Kaya nga minsan mas maganda pa talaga yung wala nalang label. Is it my fault that I'm in Makati and they're in Taft? But that's not an excuse coz - I should really cut this shit already. It has totally become my unnecessary stress. It makes me sad and that's just it - it makes me sad. Plain sad. Parang - wala. Yung parang hopeless situation na siya? I mean - when I miss them, I let em know and shit pero daaaaamnfuck~ wala e? Ang cold ng dating? I doubt that this is because I've got a new set of friends. Actually, bago ko pa naman sila mameet I've been feeling this way na e. Na talagang kelangan magkita-kita kami para lang ma-feel mo na there's still something. I dunno. I never meant to compare stuff - but I'm just stating facts and really - ewan ko.


The other weird thing is that - mas updated pa yung best friend kong nasa ibang bansa bukod dun sa mga andito. I mean - we're all busy ...  but it's just sad when you've already run out of time for people who once meant so much to you. At least that's how I felt. I used to feel as though super importante ko. I know naman that I often made aya friends to hang out and shit - tas get no response. Who wouldn't get the fuck tired of doing that over and over. You start to give up - tas alam mo yun - for the love of friendship and pinagsamahan - you just end up being warm again and being sweet and approaching them - gets? It's .. ewan ko.


I ... should just go and watch a movie now.