Random Thoughts

I have always been amazed with how strong the power of love could always be. Or maybe not just by love. Because of all emotions or whatsoever - love IS the most powerful. But I think that all emotions in general could take over so much of what happens in a person's life.

• You not being okay with someone, could be able to make you feel so down for like - as long as you guys get back to being in good terms.
• You missing a friend could make you think about the memories you both had back then the whole period of your major subject which could probably mean three straight hours then still continue to think about him/her during breaktime.
• You just seeing your crush - the mere fact of just SEEING someone you like - could get you through the day. It is not necessary that he/she says hi. The more that it aint necessary that he/she talks to you or approaches you or whatsoever. Which means - could you just imagine if just seeing could get you through a day ... what more if they approached you? I think that would probably get you through the entire week.
• You getting a letter from your mom/dad or both just telling you of how they appreciate you and all the stuff that you do - could make you tear up and have that smile on your face you know is just priceless.
• You get a hug - that huge tight hug you've been longing for from a certain person - could actually make ALL the physical pain that you've got go away. And sometimes, the emotional pain even. The type of hug you know that once you receive it - you'll be fine.
• You get a kiss - the type of kiss that don't need to be wild or long or whatever - the simplest kiss you could ever imagine - it don't need to be on the lips - it could be on the forehead, on your cheek - the kiss that tells it all. It could tell you "I missed you so much" or "I'm so glad to see you" or "I like you ... a lot" or "Thank you" or "You make me happy or "You're more than enough" - stuff like those.
• You get a look - the look that says you're in trouble, you did something so wrong that you hurt me I wont talk to you type of thing - those types that your mom could give you and just be cold? Others would see it as something good coz it's a getaway card to do anything you want since she wont mind you - but I (being close with my mom) see it as something so painful that I'm really sorry about what I did and shit.
• You get another look - the type of look that no matter how much make-up you put on - this LOOK at you - could make you feel like you're the fairest of them all. You don't just feel beautiful - you feel lovely. And when a person feels such about how he/she looks like - that would be more than enough to boost up their self-confidence.
• You're mad at someone - you try to control your temper so bad you end up looking for other outlets. (these are probably for those who can't express their anger directly at the people they're angry at) You drink, you smoke, you do drugs, you hurt yourself - damn .. don't you guys think it's stupid to create self-inflicted shit? I dunno. As far as I know - nothing beats praying and ranting out at a good friend who's there to listen and true enough or maybe wise enough to give some advice or something. I don't know. I still believe that nothing beats emotional pain. And that whatever you do to yourself physically or whatever pain you receive physically - will never be anything compared to that of emotional pain. Or maybe it's just my opinion. (well, everything's my opinion lol)
• You don't get greeted by a friend on your birthday - you feel so mad your day is ruined (depends on who that friend is and what level of importance that friend is to you. hahaha)
• You get sweet, endearing messages from the person you love - and holypopcorn that smile on your face? I bet would be a huge challenge to be wiped off.

I think that life is amazing. You live it EVERYDAY. And you OUGHT to make the best out of it. You gotta learn from it. There are times that you gotta take stuff step by step - but there are also these things you have got to keep up with. It's true that life is short. Life is so short. That at your age right now, whatever that might be - you reach my age which is 19? I feel like I've missed out on so much, or .. life has been so fast for me I barely remember stuff from gradeschool or it's like I'm always in a rush. And when I'm taking my time - I'd always be slacking off - sleeping! I somewhat think that when I sleep - I wasted hours of something I could've done and made life much worth meaningful than it already is.

I no longer know what it is I'm talking about. But all I wanna say is (going back to where I started) ... I enjoy life as much as I enjoy my curiosity about so much of what the world has to offer. And I talked about emotion and feelings this time .. coz I dunno. It was a random thought this evening and again, I did miss blogging. So .. I think that since emotions are so important because they deal with feelings ... I'd want everyone to know that they shouldn't take anything for granted. Your life, your feelings, your time, your talent, your priceless possessions - your loved ones. Actually, even those you don't love - you shouldn't take em for granted. As a matter of fact - never take anything for granted. Nothing lasts forever except eternity with God that is - but talking about the context of our world - our universe - everything comes to an end. So while you're living this life that is given to you, this life that you still have this moment as you read this - cherish everything. Change things that can be changed as long as their for the better. Love people as long as their here and are physically present. Be careful and as much as possible - consider that EVERYONE has feelings, that they can be fragile, that some of them can't forget the pain you can cause, that they could expect, that they could get hurt, that they could be inspired, that they could be better people through you and if you make mistakes with dealing with how people feel - they're not stuff you can take back.

I don't know what saying anymore but uhh - I hope that you guys get what I mean or am trying to say at one point or another. LOL.

Good night, earthlings;) Wish you all a life full of love and serenity:> HEHEHE. :)