Yes, another love blog

The only time I get to blog, is when my boyfriend is busy. LOL.

Sembreak has been awesome for me. And damn why wouldn't it be when you've got a boyfriend like mine? ;)

Even before sembreak, I have been with a guy .. who treats me .. like I'm his fragile little princess, who he guards so much and does everything in his will to make me feel loved. Here I am, blogging and honestly, I'd like to brag about him.

During school days, on days that my class begins earlier than his, we'd meet up much earlier just so we could have breakfast together. Sometimes, I'd be late. Giving us less than 30 or 20 mins of seeing each other. And that would already be enough to make my day. Then, if his class ends earlier than mine, it's either he'd pick me up from school, then head home to my place OR he'd wait till I get out then we'd meet up at Coastal just so we'd ride home together.

Just so you guys know, this guy lives in Makati. While I, I live in Las Piñas. He studies in Parañaque, I study in Makati. Sort of a long distance relationship but not so since we often see each other.

He has always made sure that we meet - everyday. No matter how long it's gonna take or how short like just a minute or two, it matters that we see each other in person before that day ends. If we fail to see each other, we go and meet through Skype. And by those days, those would be Sundays and days classes are suspended.

I don't know how else to describe to you how patient of a boyfriend it is I have got. But I do know there were times I don't think I'll ever forget.

• it was our monthsary. But it wasn't that sure that we'd both meet. So, I decided to tag along with my friends going to Divisoria. I thought we'd be back right away. He ended up waiting for me at Food Choices in Glorietta 4 for almost 4 hours. And what's worse, I couldn't stay for even ten or five minutes because my dad was already there, waiting for me too and we'd already have to head home. That day was so frustrating. 4 hours of waiting in trade of what - less than a minute or so of getting to see me. We just hugged. I even cried telling him how sorry I was. He cried too. I felt so bad. But we dint fight. We just both felt so sad and upset how the day turned out. BUT HECK - go find a guy who's gonna wait for you for hours then get nothing but a hug not lasting ten seconds - I tell you  they are so damn few. So hell yeah I'm as lucky as I could get.
• i had a shoot in Antipolo. We ended at around 5 or 6. We got back in Makati around 7 or 8. He waited for me to arrive. Then, we commuted on our way home (to my place). I mean .. just so I'd get home safely, he takes me home no matter what time of day it was. And again, I'm beyond thankful. :*
• there was also this time that I uhh .. ended late in school. (or did I have some sort of field trip? I can't remember but again, it was already late) He rode the shuttle with me going home. It was already too late for us to commute. Heck, it was already too late for him to even take me home then head back home to Makati. I just .. can't believe what a guy it is I have.
• there was this one time, we were just starting out as a couple. I was watching No Strings Attached that morning. (this was during summer and I think some of you guys already know this) And then, for some reason, I felt bad and wondered why - I was the type of girl who's always always loved romantic stuff. Sweet stuff. Surprises. And aaaaall those stuff hopeless romantics love. Then I wondered, how come my boyfriend was nothing like that. I can't remember the exact words I told him that afternoon. All I remember was that I was so upset. I probably told him stuff that hurt a lot. Then, I even told him that he takes care and shit - I sounded a lot like I was saying good bye for the meantime. I even told him that I badly wanted a hug that time because I really felt so down. After that phone call, I took a bath then just hung out with my cousin. We talked about stuff and ate merienda. He was the first person who knew that my boyfriend and I were already together. Around 6pm, my boyfriend texted me. Tells me to look at the clouds. He said they looked nice. But then, I was too lazy to get up and go outside to check and see. So, I told him that he should just take a picture of it then show it to me when we'd meet. He prolly got pissed off and told me to go out coz he's there. My heart started to beat so fast and I hardly could breathe. Much more when I opened the door then he came closer. I still haven't opened the gate then. I was seriously catching my breath. Then he said "Sabi mo gusto mo ng hug." then my tears started to fall and shit - I swear that that moment was epic. HOHO. I opened up the gate then hugged him tight. Then we already sat down to talk about stuff and by that time, I was still catching my breath. Then there was this one more thing he said "Boyfriend na ba ko ngayon?" > a real good way of making bawi huh. LOL. But yeah ; )

Those are just a few of why I'm beyond thankful to have him. ; ) There has been numerous times that we've cried while talking or while hugging. It's just like .. we feel so grateful to have each other.

I think it's different when the both of you are smiling, with tears falling;) I think it's different when you find someone, who's gonna love you whether you've showered or you haven't yet. Whether you could burp real hard like a man or not. I think it's different when you find someone you could totally be yourself with. It's when laying next to each other is quite enough to last a lifetime of smiles. It's when .. you find someone you're gonna feel free to share your hopes and dreams with. It's when you blog about him then you find yourself smiling and again, you're gonna start to tear up anytime soon. It's when you find someone who's gonna slowdance with you, wherever whenever. It's when cuddling next to each other is enough on a rainy day. It's when, his voice in the morning is enough to startle up your day and get you going. It's different when, you can't seem to last being in a fight with him when you're together and not know how to end it even though you already badly want to when on the phone. It's when you're willing to fry shit for him even if you hate frying. It's when he travels from north to south just to be with you. It's when he commutes even though it's so damn hot and he's the type who perspires a lot. It's different when you get to find someone who's very much willing to look silly with you in public. It's when the two of you could walk in a silly way and not care what other people think. It's when you hold his hand and think - there's no other hand you'd rather be holding than his. It's when you look in his eyes and feel - like reaaaally feel that YOU ARE HIS WORLD. No. You're practically gonna feel like his sun, since that's where his world revolves around. It's when you feel like a princess even though he doesn't call you one. It's when you close your eyes, think of him, and cannot help but smile. It's when .. a day is not enough to let others know how strongly you feel about a certain someone. It's when you can't breathe - and for once it's sort of okay. It's when .. you just know it - that THIS is it. And if ever it aint - you're still hoping that it is.

I guess this is already long; ) I still hope that I could really blog more often. Again, I'll try. :):))