4.14.2012

Summer :)

I feel so giddy and really excited bout this post :D HEE. Of course, the usual, it's gonna be mostly about love. But then maybe .. this'll really be about love :) I'll go rant about the not-so-good parts of my summer some other time ;):)

So...here it goes :D

Last summer ... was beyond, beyond, beyond incredible. It was much more than amazing. And the feeling, is upto this day - unexplainable. ;;)

Summer started out with Cebu :) An EPIC NSTP indeed :) I got to be with such awesome girls :) And I definitely had a great time with my fellow bunnies <3 :) Namely, Monica, Isah, Charmzz, and Kris :) Cebu days were spent mostly with them. Cebu I believe will always be memorable. Not just because it was my first "independent" trip (coz it was super far away from home and it was just me and my friends \m/ :)) ) andddd~ I believe that's when and where I started to actually fall in love again. :)

How I fell in love is of course already been blogged about. But here are some details I still enjoy remembering ;;) (and as far as I know, I still haven't told most of the world yet)

Here's my profile picture I used days before we left for Cebu :)


I used this last March 29, 2011. These photos were taken under a desk at Magic 89.9. I used to have this really huge crush on Sam YG. And I believe that on that day I got so kilig over him. But I'm very very sure that this smile - the smile I had on the photos weren't because of Sam YG. I had someone on my mind that time. I believe only a few know that .. John Rae is actually in this photo ;) In my heart <3 (wehhh) :)) If you'd look really closely, you'd see him :)


I don't really know what came over me. I just found myself not being able to sleep that night and ... I just couldn't stop thinking about him. Around this time, I knew I seriously liked him. ;) But not to the point that I was already falling in love. This time, I still had tons of questions. And at the same time knew that even though what we had had no certainty as to what it really was - I was up for it. I was ready to just enjoy whatever it was that we had though 90% it seemed ... nothing. ;)

So, I had these lines as my caption for that profile picture :)

The things you know by heart.
The things you can't explain.

The things that make you happy.
The things that keep you sane.



The things you don't expect.
The things you just can't tell.
The things you'll try to keep.
The things you hope you knew well.



:)

I knew something was wrong with me. I knew I got it bad. I knew by this time, I was already very much infatuated with him. HOHOHO~ I mean, who in her right mind would use a photograph with a guy in the photo who is no celebrity nor an extremely close friend? I mean, he must've meant something to me right? .__. :))) Anyways. Moving on.

About this photo, while we were in Cebu, there was this incident wherein he was able to figure out that he was in my picture. It was a pretty long argument that we had about me having to use the photo again. I replaced it right away with something else when I knew he found out. But he kept on just telling me to put it back. I kept on asking him why and what for, he said he just wanted it. At first one of his reasons were because there were three of me. Then I replaced it with a photo with six Sarahs. Then he said he just wanted three. And then after the long bargain of which photo to use, he told me that I was "maganda" in this one. But then of course, I did not let myself be swayed with it. But I guess my heart did skipped a beat. (just a little bit. haha)

Then, another incident was when I couldn't sleep because I was damn so bothered about him and about us and what we had and that time, I was already asking for a sign. I just wanted to end whatever it was that we had right then and there. Our first night (the night that we got stranded), I was cold towards him. I got pissed off kasi that he didn't even text me the whole day that day or even on the day before that. Then he suddenly texts me around 7pm acting like he wasn't even gone. THE NERVE. I got all excited when he texted me. I even remember waking Monica up (because she was already asleep next to me sa bus that time) and telling her the news that he's texted. She told me to text him back. But then I remembered that Ingrid told me to ignore him muna and let him be the one to exert effort. So, I ended up being cold towards him. And this resulted to him not texting me back sometime soon. That maddened me even more. I had to be tough, so yeah. The night went on without me saying a thing to him. And then when I really couldn't sleep - then was already just about to dream, my phone vibrated. I wasn't supposed to see who it was anymore because I was supposing it was my mom just telling me to sleep already. But it wasn't my mom. It was him! And all he said was "goodnight:)". NAGISING YUNG BUONG DIWA AT KALULUWA KO. :))))))))))))))))) I got out of "bed" (tables ng public school somewhere) then I was jumping and dancing outside and screamed "NAGTEXT SIYAAAA" :)) I could just imagine how excited I must've been that time. Around 2 or 3am ata yun :)) But yeah. I dint text him back :))

I texted him the next day. I just couldn't resist anymore. HAHAHA. And I texted him as if I wasn't cold the other day :))

Days went on ... and we'd text all day long :) And I found it extremely cute that he'd text me anything and everything it was that he'd be doing or is doing (even without me asking!!!) Hahaha.

So much more happened while I was in Cebu and he was in Makati. There's also the NASA story, the PA-LOAD story ... and so much more.

Cebu happened. Then three days after Cebu, I headed to Cagayan de Oro in Mindanao for YFC ILC ;)

This time, we were already talking on the phone. ;) Then on April 18, that was the time we actually stayed up till SUNRISE <3 haha. First time ever that experienced such;) Around 5am, when he first said "I love you" ... I just couldn't helpppp itttt~ I was so weak and yeah ... I said "I love you" too ;) :")

He was supposed to fetch me from the airport but my folks dint approve of it so ... he dropped by our house around 9pm then headed home by 11 ;) (I got turned on that he actually still came to see me even though it was already so late and the fact that he had no car and all. aww ;) )

I got grounded but fought for me phone. *hehe* And eventually, had frequent visits :")

Here are some photos taken last summer :)



He seemed a bit camera shy at first. Hahahahaha. Or not. :)) Then .. here's the lover and my niece Tamara :)




(I still do not like this hair length of yours -___- :*)

This was him looking at some photos :)
One of our favorites :D Japanese siomai from Master Siomai <3 :)
:) <3 <3 <3










Then comes the summer of 2012 :)


















You look super cute here, Babe :):*












I told you to smile...








...but that's not the smile that I want...


...neither is that....
 Truth is. Ang cute ko lang kasi talaga dun sa huling tatlo. HEHEHEHE :* Love you :)


Mamamia's pasalubong to us!!! :)




Okay :) I'm off to bed now ;) Maybe I'll post some other time again. Summer pt 2. :)) I'm not yet sleepy. I just have to already because I'm expecting a visit tomorrow ;) Before lunch DAW siya dadating e :) haha :)






You will always be my favorite part of summer. 
You will always be my favorite. ;):* 
I love you to infinity and beyond, Babe!:*:')

PS, this entry is without a doubt not yet done. hehe.

Till next time :)

CIAOOOOOOOOOO:)


4.11.2012

2nd Tuesday of April

It's been quite some time since I last blogged. A bit saddening though that both not having be able to blog and write on my diary are two stuff that ... just shouldn't happen. :/ I promised myself that this year, this time, everything as much as possible would be on record. Unfortunately, at times that I could already take down notes of what has happened to my day, I'd rather sleep or do something else ;(

ANYWAYS. I'm nearing that point wherein I'm gonna be back on track. :)

So now, I'd like to blog about my yesterday, Tuesday April 10 :)

I had a really great day with my hubby :)

I woke up pretty early because I got a free ride with my mom and dad getting to Makati. I had to be thee before 8 because we supposedly had our defense scheduled yesterday. For some very irritating reasons and circumstances - the defense for our thesis has been moved tomorrow Thursday, April 12 -______________- There could be so much to say about our thesis but I'd rather not let myself be stressed by the thought of it anymore. ;)

So...right after my business in school, I decided to drop by Johnny's house. :) Was indeed hungry already and I felt really excited to see him :) (Even though we're practically together everyday. HEE) We somewhat had a fight that morning. But just like the usual, I don't understand how our relationship is like this then like that. We're really always at our extremes. When we're sweet and okay with each other - we are extremely cheesy and sweet and you would never imagine how we are when we have misunderstandings - we fight like ... extremely. How? We don't necessarily throw stuff at each other or hurt each other or yell at the top of our lungs to express our emotions. I'm not sure how to explain how we fight when we do - but it's just unimaginable how bad our fights get to be like.

Oh well. :) Fights are normal. And still, as I would love to stand by that other blog I've posted sometime ago is that, no fight is ever going to make me let go of him. ;)

Anywaaaays, going back to me dropping by their place, I told him to pick me up at Goldilocks, where I'd get off. Then, the jeep decided to pass through some other place. Tada. I was surprised to see that he picked me up - in a motorcycle. (Is it in or on? hoho) I've always enjoyed the thrill on riding at the back of a motorcycle. It's like for me, whatever happens, there's gotta be much mroe trust put into the person driving the motorcycle rather than the trust you give a person driving the car you're in. A motorcycle driver needs balance and honestly should have focus and concentration compared to a man who drives a car. Your car has four wheels and when you drive it, yeah sure it's complicated because of the gears and all that shit you need to learn and all - but then I guess my point has been made.

I enjoyed my quick ride to their place because I was in my corporate attire. Well, my peach blouse and a short black skirt. Fun ride indeed. I barely cared about how I'd sit or do whatever whenever I wore skirts and wore cyclings beneath them. It's just like "Boohoo misteroo, what were you trying to see-a-loo". I know I know that you can't always blame the guys who try to take "quick peaks" because if you didn't want them to be looking, you should've worn something else. But you see, MEN OF THE UNIVERSE WITH UNCONTROLLABLE PUPILS, please. Some women dress up for THEIR man and not for you. Get your own doll. soab -__-

When we got to their place, I got to watch a bit of Flubber and the ending of Toy Story 2 I think.

Had breakfast :D Ate adobo rice I think  (or must've been something else) then some sausages :)

Had to leave by ten coz I was to meet up with my mom at GB1 because she asked me to accompany her at ADB near Megamall.

Upon arriving at Megamall, we bought tons of cross stitch patterns and cloth and thread. My mom is back into her fondness of cross stitching :)

In a while, hubby arrived. Then my mom had to meet a client then Johnny and I went around the mall looking for a place where he, my mom and I could have lunch at.

It has always been fun for us both being at the mall. I don't know why. There's never been a time that I've been bored being with him. And that afternoon, we'd hit each other's head whenever we saw a bald guy. Doing "pendong peace" over beetles must've become too mainstream for us. Or maybe the rareness of beetles have become boring. I don't know. :))

We had lunch at Bar-B-King. Wasn't that great. Sort of a "meh" experience. For me, dining IS an experience. And to experience different kinds of food is more than just a blessing. Often enough, I'd like to find a taste of heaven with the food we eat. And I promise you that my mom has enable me to experience heaven much a lot of times already with the dishes that she'd prepare at home. All in all, lunch was awesome because I shared it with my mama and my boyfriend :) Two people who has kept me strong and indeed, both I love very much. ;)

Blahblahblah, daddy arrived and my babyboo asked to be left behind because he still had to run this errand for his father. Daddy and I fought before we even got to EDSA. And it was a silent trip home and I, slept.

When we got home, I started working on this bracelet I'm planning to give my boyfriend. Believe me, I think this is another one of those you call, labor of love. It's gonna take me hours to finish this. And for that, I need determination because I'd often lose focus with the things I do. -_-

In no time, Johnny arrived :D Yay :D Then, we started watching Fringe :)) We were able to finish 5 episodes I think last night. :)

Dinner. Then last 2 episodes, then I had to let him go home because he's already been home very late the previous night (left our place around 12) so this time, he had to go around 10 ;)

I had to redo the tarp I was doing for my dad then uhh, when Johnny got home, we finished 2 or 3 more episodes of Fringe.

Then I slept beside my mom (dad was still working late downstairs so idk) and zzzz.

Now, we're on the lest episode of Fringe season 2. Andddddd~ natigil coz he had to drop by PLDT :/ Haha. Anyways. Sadly today he aint here ;) But I understand :) And now, while he's off to PLDT, time for me to hit the shower then afterwards re-edit Studio's logo, finalize the shirt design then uhh, start on my mom's request :) Another mother and child painting ;) Maybe I should post pictures of them sometime :) Maybe this week? Hehe.

So. That's about how my Tuesday turned out :) :D

Till next time :)

Ciaoooooo :D

4.05.2012

What Is Up :)

Wow. I can't believe that I haven't blogged for more than a month now .____. I've been so caught up with school work (thesis only actually) and looking for companies I could actually do my internship in and ... I've just been so busy lately.


But then again, I'm not back to post a pretty long blog right now. But here's what I'm gonna do.


I VOW to start blogging soon. Like. Everyday. Everyday would be awesome. It somewhat sucks that I haven't even been writing in my planner/diary lately. Gosh. There's just so much catching up to do.


So far, my life's been great. ;) And that's what matters most right?;)


I'm currently getting addicted to Jane By Design. HOHO. Somewhat weird to mix it with Fringe and Game of Thrones but yes. Almost done with Fringe SEASON 1. =)) And uhh. GOT season 2 has just started!


Well that's just about it :)


BBSOT :D


Ciaoooooooo :)

3.03.2012

Today Was Okay aand I hope I win._.

So uhh..today..this morning, I actually couldn't decide on what type of poster I'd have to make for myself. I already had two concepts on my mind. Maybe I'll do it some other time when I've already got time. LOL. Then, I ended up making this :D Got the idea from the internet though. And it looks like a really fun way to endorse myself. :) And another thing is that - meh. I barely got solo pics that are decent enough for a campaign poster. HEHE. So there. Today was productive coz I was able to finish the ppt presentation of our report for Monday, got to do this poster, got to fix up my portfolios, got to spend time with my boo, got started on my phsics paper, prepared sinigang for lunch and ... yeah. A whole lot more. Good day indeed :) Now, I'm off to bed for good. Long day ahead tomorrow;)

CIAOOOO:*:)

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2.26.2012

Feb 25th :)

Okay. So it's almost 2am and I've got a really long day tomorrow but I don't know why, I seriously just feel like blogging really quick about this thing :)

So today, (or rather a while ago)'s our 10th month anniversary:D And I couldn't be happier:)

I prepared buffalo wings for lunch and tomato cream soup for dinner :) I'm so happy all of my cooking went well since this time, I no longer had instructions to follow. Much more with the tomato cream soup which I'm a bit sad that I wasn't able to take a picture of it:( Boo hoo.

Anyways. Today was really really great:) I had a lot of fun - as usual:)

We watched two movies:) We've finally finished watching Hugo which is a MUST WATCH for movie fanatics:) I love how the story was created - it was two stories put together. :D We even googled the Georges Melies:)) Awesome enough - the move was based on a true story plus a fiction one :) Then enough about the review maybe I'll do that some other time uhh~



We also watched Blue Valentine :) It was a great movie:) But then again, I'm starting to feel a bit woozy and I believe I should get some sleep already sooooo~ I'll write about that movie too - maybe next time;) :))

And now. Photos of the day :):))

PS: Forgive me for some crappy photos. Too lazy to manually adjust the lens since my autofocus is STILL broken -___- So .. please understand. he he

yummier than the last oneee:)
me and my love  <3 hahaha
Tsikee me chickun
grape flavored popsicles mama got us :D
my hubby and i <3 :))
this is my sleepy face but not so i just really  like how i look hehehehe

So.. till my next post;)

Ciaoooo:)

2.19.2012

Not obliged, nor required

How often must a person say I love you to another person? Is there such a thing as a suggested number of times a day that you should? Is there a limit of until when you should say that you love a person? Are there rules in saying I love you except by the fact that you should always and only say it if and when you meant it? Or are you free to choose so as when you should say it, how you should say it, how you express it and so much more?

I don't know the exact reasons why when it comes to my boyfriend and I ... we practically say I love you to each other ... must be a thousand times tops...? Or maybe that's just being exaggerated but it's like ... we say it so often ... we say it all the time!

Whether we're fighting or in extremely good terms with each other, we'd always end the phone call with an I love you. Begin and end the day with an I love you. Or simple stuff like when it's time for lunch the other would say, "Happy eating, Babe!:) I love you!:*" ;) And you probably already get the point.

I thought of blogging about this thought (say what again -__-) when I thought (ANODAW), I want to tally the number of times we'd actually say I love you to one another the entire day. But then, that would just be impossible for me to do coz now, it'd make me seem conscious about how many times I'd say it or so - which could and most definitely would make the results of my experiment - invalid or not that whatever. I don't know.

All I'm really saying is...YOU SAY I LOVE YOU WHENEVER YOU WANT TO. But you say it wholeheartedly and be ready to take in what's with saying it. You should know what love is all about, you should know that love is unconditionally given and sh*t - you should know that when you say it - you don't JUST FEEL LIKE saying it. You say it - you mean it. And if not, well I'm sorry to say this but that would just make you an ass.

You do not say I love you because you HAVE TO SAY IT or you feel like you HAVE TO SAY IT BACK. You do not say I love you just when you're happy with that person - you say I love you even when you're very very mad with that person. You say I love you not because you're scared that if you don't, you might lose a person but later on realize that you really didn't love a person or love a person back - you just said I love you to keep a person on his/her toes - be waiting on your hand and foot. You say I love you - simply because you do. And you say it when you know that no matter what happens - maubusan man ng balot and nagtitinda ng balot, mabasag man ng aksidente and bote ng suka na sawsawan sa may isawan, lumindol man habang tulog ka at di mo nanaman naramdaman, umulan tas wala kang dalang payong - you still will love him/her .. always, and forever.

Goodnight <3

Till my next love post:)

Ciaoooooo:)

2.04.2012

Post Birthday Post

After hearing mass at Greenbelt Chapel with mama, daddy, and Johnny - we had lunch at The French Baker :) Was already in a rush kaya I no longer got to take photos of daddy, Johnny's and mine. -__-




                   

Juanico and Tamara

Because in this photo, you could see clearly that he's lost his front teeth :))


This is my boyfriend and it's pretty obvious how much he enjoys playing with
my nephew, Ja. ;) <3

One of Ja's photos I like the most. And cute lang. hahaha

Here's Tsikee (Chickey/Chiqui/whatever) my pet chick. And it was only this afternoon
that I found out Tsikee is a .. dundundundun - BOY. He's growing white feathers already :)
Johnny bought him for me last Jan29 from their place coz they had this fiesta.
We bought two chicks. One for me and one for my niece (shown above) Tamara.
10php each :D Bought it from the money we won
from joining the Color Game :D

(Batang natuwa)

Me and my Monopoly Deal :) (Mine and Johnny's pala. HAHAHA)

I like this photo cause my hair looks really pretty this way and yeah - I got meself a
new deck of cards :D (from mother's money that is) Eco Edition :) HEEHEE.

One of Johnny's gifts to me :) I'm so happy with it :) Maybe I'll
blog about it when I'm no longer busy with schoolwork :)

YES! It is my birthday and YES, my nails are clean :) ;;) HAHAHA



Disclaimer: Sorry for the suck-ass food shots :( Was in a rush to get them into my  tummy na e :( HEHEHE. Next time that excuse wont be acceptable already :)

Craaaabs :3 Request birthday dinner :>

Beef with broccoli coz I LOVE broccoli <3333

Seaweeds <3

Mango something cake (too lazy to google what) from Cake 2 Go :)
I swear that it's so HEAVENLY :)

Played this till around 1030 or later I guess .__. With Twub and Johnny :) (tas sumali din si ama. haha)

Sapat na yung litrato lang :") Salamat sa mahiwagang kaarawan, Babe :") :*
Mahal na mahal ko you :* :)))

Twub/My cousin, Anna Karmina Alexandra Arrogante Garcia who dropped by with
a cake tas - ayun. To surprise me :"> HEEHEE. Kilig :"> I love you!:*

The cake Twub got me fo me birthday :")
Topped with KitKat MINT! One of my favoriiiites plus the chocolate mousse cake
na favorite ko din aww :")

And it was only the other day that I found this somewhat quote
or whatever written on the carton which is really cool and cute. :)
Good one, Red Ribbon! :)
So that's just about it for my late birthday post :) To enumerate on some other stuff that I got for my birthday but I'm really just too lazy to take their photos right now and upload em here - I'll just type em down. HEHE.


I got a bag, panties, bras (all three from my mom and dad), a super cute elephant case thingo(also from my hubby), a bunny wabbit (from my oldest brother), huge Cheetos JalapeƱo, 2 packs of KitKat Mint(Cheetos and Kitkat from my sister), 1 pack of KitKat Mint(from Twub too) and everything else that you see here :)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :) The happiest birthday ever :) And fyi - I just turned 20 :) And I'll try my best to no longer complain about my age simply because I can do nothing bout it but .. be grateful to have reached 20 :) Diba diba diba :)


Till my next post!


Ciao :D