Summer :)

I feel so giddy and really excited bout this post :D HEE. Of course, the usual, it's gonna be mostly about love. But then maybe .. this'll really be about love :) I'll go rant about the not-so-good parts of my summer some other time ;):)

So...here it goes :D

Last summer ... was beyond, beyond, beyond incredible. It was much more than amazing. And the feeling, is upto this day - unexplainable. ;;)

Summer started out with Cebu :) An EPIC NSTP indeed :) I got to be with such awesome girls :) And I definitely had a great time with my fellow bunnies <3 :) Namely, Monica, Isah, Charmzz, and Kris :) Cebu days were spent mostly with them. Cebu I believe will always be memorable. Not just because it was my first "independent" trip (coz it was super far away from home and it was just me and my friends \m/ :)) ) andddd~ I believe that's when and where I started to actually fall in love again. :)

How I fell in love is of course already been blogged about. But here are some details I still enjoy remembering ;;) (and as far as I know, I still haven't told most of the world yet)

Here's my profile picture I used days before we left for Cebu :)

Click this link to see this Profile Picture on Facebook :)

I used this last March 29, 2011. These photos were taken under a desk at Magic 89.9. I used to have this really huge crush on Sam YG. And I believe that on that day I got so kilig over him. But I'm very very sure that this smile - the smile I had on the photos weren't because of Sam YG. I had someone on my mind that time. I believe only a few know that .. John Rae is actually in this photo ;) In my heart <3 (wehhh) :)) If you'd look really closely, you'd see him :)

I don't really know what came over me. I just found myself not being able to sleep that night and ... I just couldn't stop thinking about him. Around this time, I knew I seriously liked him. ;) But not to the point that I was already falling in love. This time, I still had tons of questions. And at the same time knew that even though what we had had no certainty as to what it really was - I was up for it. I was ready to just enjoy whatever it was that we had though 90% it seemed ... nothing. ;)

So, I had these lines as my caption for that profile picture :)

The things you know by heart.

The things you can't explain.

The things that make you happy.

The things that keep you sane.

The things you don't expect.

The things you just can't tell.

The things you'll try to keep.

The things you hope you knew well.

:)

I knew something was wrong with me. I knew I got it bad. I knew by this time, I was already very much infatuated with him. HOHOHO~ I mean, who in her right mind would use a photograph with a guy in the photo who is no celebrity nor an extremely close friend? I mean, he must've meant something to me right? .__. :))) Anyways. Moving on.

About this photo, while we were in Cebu, there was this incident wherein he was able to figure out that he was in my picture. It was a pretty long argument that we had about me having to use the photo again. I replaced it right away with something else when I knew he found out. But he kept on just telling me to put it back. I kept on asking him why and what for, he said he just wanted it. At first one of his reasons were because there were three of me. Then I replaced it with a photo with six Sarahs. Then he said he just wanted three. And then after the long bargain of which photo to use, he told me that I was "maganda" in this one. But then of course, I did not let myself be swayed with it. But I guess my heart did skipped a beat. (just a little bit. haha)

Then, another incident was when I couldn't sleep because I was damn so bothered about him and about us and what we had and that time, I was already asking for a sign. I just wanted to end whatever it was that we had right then and there. Our first night (the night that we got stranded), I was cold towards him. I got pissed off kasi that he didn't even text me the whole day that day or even on the day before that. Then he suddenly texts me around 7pm acting like he wasn't even gone. THE NERVE. I got all excited when he texted me. I even remember waking Monica up (because she was already asleep next to me sa bus that time) and telling her the news that he's texted. She told me to text him back. But then I remembered that Ingrid told me to ignore him muna and let him be the one to exert effort. So, I ended up being cold towards him. And this resulted to him not texting me back sometime soon. That maddened me even more. I had to be tough, so yeah. The night went on without me saying a thing to him. And then when I really couldn't sleep - then was already just about to dream, my phone vibrated. I wasn't supposed to see who it was anymore because I was supposing it was my mom just telling me to sleep already. But it wasn't my mom. It was him! And all he said was "goodnight:)". NAGISING YUNG BUONG DIWA AT KALULUWA KO. :))))))))))))))))) I got out of "bed" (tables ng public school somewhere) then I was jumping and dancing outside and screamed "NAGTEXT SIYAAAA" :)) I could just imagine how excited I must've been that time. Around 2 or 3am ata yun :)) But yeah. I dint text him back :))

I texted him the next day. I just couldn't resist anymore. HAHAHA. And I texted him as if I wasn't cold the other day :))

Days went on ... and we'd text all day long :) And I found it extremely cute that he'd text me anything and everything it was that he'd be doing or is doing (even without me asking!!!) Hahaha.

So much more happened while I was in Cebu and he was in Makati. There's also the NASA story, the PA-LOAD story ... and so much more.

Cebu happened. Then three days after Cebu, I headed to Cagayan de Oro in Mindanao for YFC ILC ;)

This time, we were already talking on the phone. ;) Then on April 18, that was the time we actually stayed up till SUNRISE <3 haha. First time ever that experienced such;) Around 5am, when he first said "I love you" ... I just couldn't helpppp itttt~ I was so weak and yeah ... I said "I love you" too ;) :")

He was supposed to fetch me from the airport but my folks dint approve of it so ... he dropped by our house around 9pm then headed home by 11 ;) (I got turned on that he actually still came to see me even though it was already so late and the fact that he had no car and all. aww ;) )

I got grounded but fought for me phone. *hehe* And eventually, had frequent visits :")

Here are some photos taken last summer :)

He seemed a bit camera shy at first. Hahahahaha. Or not. :)) Then .. here's the lover and my niece Tamara :)

(I still do not like this hair length of yours -___- :*)

This was him looking at some photos :)

One of our favorites :D Japanese siomai from Master Siomai <3 :)

:) <3 <3 <3

Then comes the summer of 2012 :)

You look super cute here, Babe :):*

I told you to smile...

...but that's not the smile that I want...

...neither is that....

 Truth is. Ang cute ko lang kasi talaga dun sa huling tatlo. HEHEHEHE :* Love you :)

Mamamia's pasalubong to us!!! :)

Okay :) I'm off to bed now ;) Maybe I'll post some other time again. Summer pt 2. :)) I'm not yet sleepy. I just have to already because I'm expecting a visit tomorrow ;) Before lunch DAW siya dadating e :) haha :)

You will always be my favorite part of summer. 
You will always be my favorite. ;):* 
I love you to infinity and beyond, Babe!:*:')

PS, this entry is without a doubt not yet done. hehe.

Till next time :)

CIAOOOOOOOOOO:)