Shamooney

I've always loved writing. Since I was a kid, I've been making up stories and writing them down in my notebooks. Fortunately, I got a hold of one just last year I think .. and my story sounded so tragic. Somewhat a two to three page story about a pilot and his family. Then in the end, the plane crashed. Can't remember though if when it crashed, the family was there too.


Basta. Tragic ending.


Anyways. Will not spend free time updating my blog with stories I have been wanting to post. :)


Ciao:)

New Year - A Chance for a Better Life :)

There's this song from the movie Serendipity that I've always loved. Hearing the song itself or just hearing it in my mind ... lightens up how I feel. ;) I've always loved listening to love songs. Well - even watching romantic movies is something I really love doing. I dunno. There's this thing about love that really just makes me feel so positive about so many things. <3 :) And this year - it won't only be a LIGHT HEARTED POSITIVE ONE but it will also be filled with much much more LOVE. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 

And for my first entry this 2012 - dundundun~ to have a pretty organized blog this time, I'm gonna start it off with my new year's resolution and maybe just blog again some other time:) G? G! :)

My boyfriend and I made this New Year's Resolution list on the 23rd of December 2011. :) He's got his own, and I've got mine. But uhh~ I'm just gonna post mine coz I still aint sure if he'd want his to be seen in public or so. Hmm. Here it goes :)

1. PRAY FIRST THING IN THE MORNING. Last year, I've been too busy for God Himself - and that can't ever be something acceptable. So this year, I super promise to always put Him first. :)

2. NOT LEAVE MY BED MESSED UP. On the first day of classes - I failed because I got up late and really had to rush to school so yeah. But promise again that this time, I'm really gonna fix my bed first before I leave or better yet, the moment I get up. :)

3. LESSEN MY CRAMMING. I do know for myself that I'm often better when I cram. My thoughts tend to be fast-flowing, and so does ideas and such. Much more creativity works for me when I am under time pressure. But, but - my boyfriend always tells me that I'd still be good even if I don't cram and that I should get used to doing first things first. So, I'm really gonna TRY my very best to not cram anymore. TRY:) :D But whowho, I said LESSEN naman e. hehe :p

4. BE SWEETER TO MY BABYBOO. Hehe. Funny as it may seem, I never imagined ever calling anyone Babe, Baby, or worse - Babyboo. But I do! Anyways I'll elaborate on explain that some other time. I know and a lot of people know that I am by far one of the sweetest earthlings ever and any guy I'd end up with would be hella lucky. HEHE (mas lucky ako kung alam niyo lang:">) So yeah. Last year, was a BIT fired up with sweetness and shiz like surprises and random - surprises which was given enough time and effort to be made possible. And this time, this year, I've already started to plan things ahead and when it comes to surprises - NO CRAMMING. Because cramming it up with schoolwork just wont work! Haha. But yeah. This year will be filled with much more surprises. YAY :) So to you my everdearest future husband slash current boyfriend, BE REYDI :> :)

5. BE MORE UNDERSTANDING. And this goes for everyone. Even the people I don't know. I'll often try to understand people more and stuff. Which helps out with New Year's Resolution number 6 which is ..

6. ALWAYS PRACTICE PATIENCE. Now, if I become more understanding AND practice patience, I believe that's a step in becoming a much better me. :) A lighter feeling = a lighter heart. And later, that too will be expounded on NYR #9. :)

7. ALWAYS SPEAK MORE GENTLY AND LOVINGLY. (WATCH MY TONE). This is because, for me, when my temper goes WOOOOHPSIEDAISIES, goodbye sweet tone and voice and hello me you don't wanna hear. No - I aint tactless and the type you'd want to slap. But I am the type who when irritated - you too will get a piece of me. Mehehe~ but since I'm planning to have a better life this year, I will speak much more gently AND yes, lovingly. (somewhat a resolution I made in regards of how I am at home. huhu)

8. LESSEN THE LAZINESS. Get up and get some ass worked out. Stop laying around all day when you got no classes and no visit. HAHAHA~ coz usually, I'd be in bed ALL DAY LONG and I'd just get up to pee or eat breakfast, lunch or dinner. Yes, I don't shower coz I believe that no pawis or no oily head or face means you are clean. Yay :P Hahaha.

9. NOT HOLD GRUDGES. (FORGIVE) Because as far as I know, at home - I *used to* hate my eldest brother. Hoho~ and in school - I *used to* hate a blockmate. Maybe I'll blog about that some other time but I don't think that's necessary anymore since when it striked 1200am it's already Jan1, I promise to not hold anymore grudges. I don't even know if I could consider the relationship platonic - but I guess it's already less. I'd rather be indiferrent than hate. So as to say for my blockmate, yeah sure I may still make faces and laugh when some of my friends make a joke about you or so - but I've promised myself that if I got nothing nice to say about you, I wont say it. I'll just keep my mouth shut. But I've learned that if you really don't like me, then it's perfectly fine with me if we're just acquainted. Is this still holding grudges? I guess not. :) Maybe I'll explain next time why. :)

10. STUDY HARDER / ALWAYS ALWAYS DO MY BEST IN EVERYTHING. Point made. One year and a half to go for studying harder! LET'S GO! :) And got a whole life to go to do my best in everything. \m/

Breakfast is ready. Gotta go :) Ciao:*

When Your Morning Is Just Right...

...and you found time to blog. yeah \m/

More often than not, thoughts flow more easily when I hear something. I can't work when it's too quiet. My mind gets too cluttered by my other thoughts. So, usually, when I write - I listen to music and stuff. I can work in a crowded place, I can write productively when people around me are noisy - I do fine. The only time I prefer not to listen to music is when I'm writing or composing a song. But since I'm blogging, you get my point. :) And right now, A Thousand Years by Christina Peri is on repeat.

It's when songs, are able to speak your heart out. It's when you - don't need to talk. You just let the music play and let the person you're dedicating it to - hear the song and take it in and all.

I don't know why I love writing. But I'm very glad that I do. I promise that next year, blogging will be in my daily list. It'll be in my must dos for the day.

My boyfriend is still asleep. Well, back asleep that is. ;)

I've always ... always blogged about love. And yes, this is another love blog.

I have very much enjoyed our Christmas break even though there are times that my thoughts get bombarded with schoolwork that I have to do immediately. I've enjoyed being able to spend time with my mom and dad and my sister and her daughter. And of course, I've enjoyed my visits.

On the 24th, my visit was unexpected. He suddenly showed up. And it was already around 5 or 6pm. And I still haven't showered yet. LOL. I couldn't be happier. Not that he brought me a gift, but that he showed up. I got to hug him as tight as hell.

We agreed to have no gifts for each other this Christmas. We were both damn broke. It was okay because money has always been spent for food. Grabe. We always ate food and food and food. Ubos lagi pera sa food.

So bale .. ayun.

Day before that, we watched Immortals (FINALLY:D) and had lunch together then headed home.

The present meant a lot by the way. The thought of putting ME first before HIMSELF, was such a big deal. I mean, he had cash because that was his parents' gift to him. He was planning to buy pants. We even looked around and already decided which to buy and all but ended up not buying anything.

I didn't have much. And was really planning to get him a present by next year. But if I saved up the money I had from my godmother, and got him something - anything - maybe that meant a lot too. I felt so guilty that day when he came by. I knew he probably bought my present first before his. It was so heartwarming and shit. I didn't know what to say that time. I just hugged him and I couldn't stop smiling and - basta ang saya. ;)

He told me afterwards that ... alangan naman daw na walang gift yung baby niya. :')

He got me earphones by the way :) The one I've been eyeing on. SUSHI EARPHONES <3 :)

But um uhh ... that was all I was trying to say. I just think that love really means ... being selfless. Putting the one you love first ... making her happy because you know that when she's happy, you end up being happy as well.

Yesterday, we were together again. And I just love every minute of it. Whether we may be busy watching something, or talking, or laughing or arguing or whatever - every minute and every second of that I swear that everything with him is irreplaceable. I wouldn't trade anything in the world for it. ;)

I'm thinking of waking him up anytime soon but before that. I thought of blogging about Jason Magbanua but we'll see. We'll see :)

Ciaaooooo;):*

"No fight can ever make me let go of you."

Someone once told me this: "No fight can ever make me let go of you."


And up to this day, it's something I always keep in mind.

No fight did ever make him let go if me. We just grew apart. And now, I'm in a new relationship. And just like any relationship, we have our ups and downs. And by the downside of every relationship, we have our fights.

I don't need to detail in any fight for any of you to understand. I think it's clear that we too have shortcomings and have misunderstandings.

I was never good with handling such. I back myself up by being strong. I've always been good at letting the public know that I'm okay. I can fake it with anyone - if I want to. But I never faked it with my boyfriend. I never faked being okay. As much as possible, I've always made sure to be as transparent as I could be with the people that matter a lot to me. So, if I'm not okay with anything, I let him know as soon as possible and don't hold any grudges against him. We talk things out, and sometimes the talking turns to fighting. But it's okay to fight as long as at the end of the day, you know who you still wanna be with ... and you know how important every second with him should be like - meaning ... you know you wanna fix things ... and you WILL fix things before the day ends. Or, if you wanna sleep things over, don't sleep without letting him know that you love him ... and will still do in the morning. That ... you're just sleeping to cool your head off and in the morning, still talk things through. You should make it clear that you were mad at what he did or what he said or what he didn't do or didn't say and not at him. Do you get me? Be mad at what the person did - not at the person. But then maybe that's already clear.

After all these said, I just wanna let him know that ... no fight could ever make me let go of him.

No fight could ever make me let go of you, Babe. We may have our ups and downs ... but I seriously swear ... I seriously pinkyswear ... that I doubt I'd even grow tired of you or of us. No matter what happens ... you're still the one ... you're still the only one I could ever picture my future with. Okay? :') I love you. And, I'm sorry.

Remember, no pride is ever worth keeping if it means losing the person you love the most. You don't have to be the person who has wronged the other - to be the first to let your guard down.

I Don't Know How He Does It

Since facebook is totally being a huge pain in the ass right now, I have indeed decided to post it here first. ;)

I seriously don't know how he does it;)

I don't know how he manages to sweep me off my feet everyday. I don't know how he manages to make me turn red - everyday. I don't know how he's able to make me feel loved, and special - everyday.

I do not know how he does it. ;)

I don't know how he manages to wake up and get dressed an hour earlier, just to travel to the south to be able to surprise me and have breakfast with me - rain or shine on a damn school day:')

^this happened today. He told me last night that I was gonna be super happy today and that I might cry - turns out I really did. I was so happy. But you see, for our first semester this third year, we used to have breakfast every Tuesday and Thursday due to our schedule. But now, since our schedules won't likely meet, TTH Breakfasts are over. </3 But but but, yes - I guess it's not! :') He told me he's gonna try to make it again on Thursday:') (previous sem, we'd meet up in Makati. And by the time I gotta go head off to my first class, he'd have enough travel time to go to his school in Parañaque.) To cut the pretty long story short, he arrived south a little bit late coz his estimation of the time wasn't that right coz he forgot to consider the weather ... but it doesn't matter coz we or I, really had an awesome morning;) We had breakfast in the bus:) Sisig from 7eleven - practically one of our favorites. It's as cheap as 29 pesos, it tastes good and you'd get full :) Okay - then ... that's just about it for this story;) We both got off at Coastal then I rode my bus to Makati, then he rode his jeep to school ;) Again, I was happy. The type of happy you can't explain :")

I don't know how he's able to still give me butterflies. I never felt that we were this typical couple who were obliged to go out and stuff and had this schedule for each other and - I don't know. We'd often talk about stuff like these. Like, what we think of other people and all. And i must say that ... being different individually - still made us different as being one.

I don't know what other guys do for their girls. But I'm proud to say that my guy is way too awesome to even be compared to others.

His sweetness, is so genuine that I'd really feel that he loves me. The way he looks at me, I do feel like I'm the apple of his eye. The way he hugs me tight - it's not the type of hug you can no longer breathe coz it's tight or anything ... but rather ... it's the type of hug you don't ever want to get out of.

I don't know how he's able to make me feel secure and safe enough that I really do love being around him.

I don't know how he's able to continue to make me feel like I have known him my whole life and still makes me want to spend the rest of it - with him. Because for those who do not know, this guy right here ... I still haven't known him for a year now, and we have just been together for nearly seven months ... yet, I've always felt like ... it's much much longer than that. It's like, there are even times wherein he knows me better than I know myself. And though a lotta people find it scary that that point comes wherein the two of you are gonna finish each other's sentences - it doesn't creep me out at all coz apparently, there have been times that we do.

And for all these said and all those left unsaid ... I know for sure why this love is so damn worth fighting for. 

I guess I just felt like bragging again;) HEE. At least it's shorter than the previous entries, huh?:)

Anyways. That's for this day:) Hope to be able to blog much more often:):D

11.11.11

It was an adventure. I know I'm always gonna remember this day. Though I know that a lotta days are very much worth remembering and though this wasn't that different from the others that we've had, it was really an adventure and ... I had some realizations. :)

So, my day was the usual. I got up late since my class starts at 1040. I got up around 8 or so. Left past 9. Arrived school just in time. :)

Had my first day of suck ass physics class. Got dismissed at 12. Then headed to my org meeting. We were told that the meeting was gonna be until 2. But then it ended much earlier like around 1 or way before 1. 10mins before 1? But that doesn't matter.

Waited for the hubby to arrive from school at the footsteps of SM Makati. The one near F21 and Kettle Corn that I badly wanted to buy from that time. When he arrived, we headed to Landmark foodcourt and had lunch near Jollibee. We had 39ers. Yay one of my favorites <3

Lunch was yummy. (as usual)

We were supposed to meet up with my mom coz she was supposed to meet up with me around 2. But then, homie has to go home to change his clothes and leave some stuff. At first, he was already saying goodbye. He stood next to me at the foodcourt. I actually don't really know how to describe that situation. But I do remember blushing because I found him very much attractive and hot that time. HOHO.

He then kissed me goodbye on my forehead then he bent down to let me kiss him on the cheek. I stayed to wait for my mom. Then, in less than a minute or so, I called or he called then he told me he was gonna go back so that he could leave his iPod with me so that I could have something to do while waiting for my mom.

I played Unblock Me (currently my favorite app!! lol) till my mom arrived around 230 or laterrrr D: -_-

Then, we headed to the third floor and shop for some trimmings for the Christmas tree. Our theme for this year is purple and green, YAY:) The flowers and the balls looked really pretty :) After some time, nearing 5pm I think, finally, the slow homie arrived aka my hubby aka Babe LOLOLOL :) HEEHEE.

Before leaving, I asked my mom for some more datung / cash - hooray coz she handed me more than I expected.

I changed my clothes inside a dressing room. At first my shirt was too small for me, homie had an extra shirt with him that he let me wear. Boo. Hehe. But it looked good since it fit me just right:)

After thaaaat - we headed to the MRT station which was unfortunately already super filled with people. Daaaaang~ all the pawis and icky men ew. HAHA. But oh well. So, at first when we were on line 6, nearing the window already, we realized that that was the wrong window. So yes, we had to go line up again on some other number. The line was long, I tell you. Super long. But lines that long don't seem that long when you're with someone. HEE:)

When we finally got on the train (which was a pretty huge struggle for the both of us), the trip wasn't comftable at all. But I got to sit when we were already 2 stations nearing Ortigas.

We did a LOT of walking. We walked from SM Megamall, so EDSA Shang - to actually ... holy boogie I can't remember the name of the condominium. Anyways, next time I'll post it though. So, from there, we rode a jeepney. SABIT YAY:D I love my boyfriend so much because he lets me do crazy stuff I want:) I know, I know it's dangerous and all. But it's fun! Though I'm not encouraging you to try it out - DO TRY IT :) HAHAHA. But maybe try muna sa province :) Hehe.

It was really fun coz I got to experience it here in Manila. And, with my boyfriend :) We dint know where to get off exactly.

Oh. If you're wondering where it was we were heading - BANCHETTO MEGATENT, YO. For the sky lantern thingy.

Going back to what I was saying, when some other man made "sabit", homie sorta got to talk to him and asked where we should get off if going to Meralco Ave.

BTW, we just Google Map stuff. So. Most of our adventures, really are adventures. :)

So, the man told us that we've already missed the stop and we should already get off and cross and stuff. So, we got off, crossed the street then that's where most of our time was spent. Super long time waiting for a jeepney that's gonna take us there and that was willing to let us go "sabit". There was this one jeepney driver who said it wasn't permitted, but then he asked if it was just my boyfriend coz if it was, he could. So I was like WHAT THE HELL, MANONG. Rockstar to. I can "sabit". Oh well. That driver really pissed me off. I wish we still got on that jeepney since he wouldn't see me naman if ever I still made "sabit" e.

Then, since it was such a struggle to get a jeepney or a taxi (if you could just see how sweaty we were and all), we asked this officer to help us get a ride. Then he told us that we too could ride the FX going to Banchetto. There was also this time that we felt like we were being followed so that's the time we stood near the officer. But the man who was following us still went near us. He looked really creepy. He wore a light blue shirt and some shorts and held nothing of whatsoever. He just followed us and kept on looking. Creepy little f*.

We finally got a ride. Then when  we got off at the Renaissance Towers, tada :) Banchetto Megatent was just beside it.

There weren't that much people but there were already a lotta cars. I guess you guys already know. YES, we ended up sweating and getting our legs get so damn worked up for NOTHING (for the Banchetto part tho. But all in all, I had fun).

I swear that it sorta broke my heart that it dint push through due to shitty reasons they had and excuses and all, but most of all, I felt - I don't know how to describe it in anymore proper way that Banchetto - that's bullshit. *sorry babe love you :)*

I mean, they could've thought about that even just a DAY earlier. Not around 11am. How on earth do they expect for EVERYONE to know. It's not my fault I dint roder any lanterns that's why I dint receive a message. But damn they should've had an alternative or whatever for what they did.

But I guess I no longer need to rant that much and I guess you guys understand how pissed off I got so that's about it about Banchetto.

So, we just enjoyed the full moon :) And dint stay long since it was a really far away land for us to either commute or wait for my folks to pick me up. So, we decided to just go to Mercato instead. We rode the jeep till Crossing then the MRT to Ayala. When we finally got there, grabe, home sweet home yung dating. 

We changed our shirts (huhu no longer matching shirts :( ) then freshened up then headed to G4. We had a Whopper Jr from BK, popcorn (white cheddar!) and lemonade. While eating at Taters, we put out our chips and cards and played some poker. When we got tired playing at the mall and figured it aint the same compared to being comfy and cozy when at home while playing cards, we ended up talking. <3 :)

When folks were already done with their reunion they had to attend to, they already called me up. On our way down, we hugged and had a super quick kiss like yes a smack for a kiss goodbye. Then just held hands as we went out.

Had his pictures taken by the huge Christmas tree though.

We no longer headed to Mercato or even just High Street because it had already rained and all so, we wouldn't enjoy the place as much and we were both tired from our pretty long travel, we both decided to stay in Makati instead.

And for what I have realized ... though we both still haven't figured out why such happened to us, I'm pretty sure that even without lanterns or whatsoever, I needed not to wish for more. I already had my wish granted when I had him ... and not only that, I also had my prayers answered. ;)

I don't think I have ever been THIS happy in my entire life;) <3

I think I'll just post pictures sometime this week maybe. Hoho. Let's see;)

Hope you all had a beyond wonderful and awesome 11.11.11 :) Because no matter how tiring mine was, I know and am sure that mine was as usual, incredible because I spent it with him;):)

*I love you to infinity and beyond, Babe:)*

Yes, another love blog

The only time I get to blog, is when my boyfriend is busy. LOL.

Sembreak has been awesome for me. And damn why wouldn't it be when you've got a boyfriend like mine? ;)

Even before sembreak, I have been with a guy .. who treats me .. like I'm his fragile little princess, who he guards so much and does everything in his will to make me feel loved. Here I am, blogging and honestly, I'd like to brag about him.

During school days, on days that my class begins earlier than his, we'd meet up much earlier just so we could have breakfast together. Sometimes, I'd be late. Giving us less than 30 or 20 mins of seeing each other. And that would already be enough to make my day. Then, if his class ends earlier than mine, it's either he'd pick me up from school, then head home to my place OR he'd wait till I get out then we'd meet up at Coastal just so we'd ride home together.

Just so you guys know, this guy lives in Makati. While I, I live in Las Piñas. He studies in Parañaque, I study in Makati. Sort of a long distance relationship but not so since we often see each other.

He has always made sure that we meet - everyday. No matter how long it's gonna take or how short like just a minute or two, it matters that we see each other in person before that day ends. If we fail to see each other, we go and meet through Skype. And by those days, those would be Sundays and days classes are suspended.

I don't know how else to describe to you how patient of a boyfriend it is I have got. But I do know there were times I don't think I'll ever forget.

• it was our monthsary. But it wasn't that sure that we'd both meet. So, I decided to tag along with my friends going to Divisoria. I thought we'd be back right away. He ended up waiting for me at Food Choices in Glorietta 4 for almost 4 hours. And what's worse, I couldn't stay for even ten or five minutes because my dad was already there, waiting for me too and we'd already have to head home. That day was so frustrating. 4 hours of waiting in trade of what - less than a minute or so of getting to see me. We just hugged. I even cried telling him how sorry I was. He cried too. I felt so bad. But we dint fight. We just both felt so sad and upset how the day turned out. BUT HECK - go find a guy who's gonna wait for you for hours then get nothing but a hug not lasting ten seconds - I tell you  they are so damn few. So hell yeah I'm as lucky as I could get.
• i had a shoot in Antipolo. We ended at around 5 or 6. We got back in Makati around 7 or 8. He waited for me to arrive. Then, we commuted on our way home (to my place). I mean .. just so I'd get home safely, he takes me home no matter what time of day it was. And again, I'm beyond thankful. :*
• there was also this time that I uhh .. ended late in school. (or did I have some sort of field trip? I can't remember but again, it was already late) He rode the shuttle with me going home. It was already too late for us to commute. Heck, it was already too late for him to even take me home then head back home to Makati. I just .. can't believe what a guy it is I have.
• there was this one time, we were just starting out as a couple. I was watching No Strings Attached that morning. (this was during summer and I think some of you guys already know this) And then, for some reason, I felt bad and wondered why - I was the type of girl who's always always loved romantic stuff. Sweet stuff. Surprises. And aaaaall those stuff hopeless romantics love. Then I wondered, how come my boyfriend was nothing like that. I can't remember the exact words I told him that afternoon. All I remember was that I was so upset. I probably told him stuff that hurt a lot. Then, I even told him that he takes care and shit - I sounded a lot like I was saying good bye for the meantime. I even told him that I badly wanted a hug that time because I really felt so down. After that phone call, I took a bath then just hung out with my cousin. We talked about stuff and ate merienda. He was the first person who knew that my boyfriend and I were already together. Around 6pm, my boyfriend texted me. Tells me to look at the clouds. He said they looked nice. But then, I was too lazy to get up and go outside to check and see. So, I told him that he should just take a picture of it then show it to me when we'd meet. He prolly got pissed off and told me to go out coz he's there. My heart started to beat so fast and I hardly could breathe. Much more when I opened the door then he came closer. I still haven't opened the gate then. I was seriously catching my breath. Then he said "Sabi mo gusto mo ng hug." then my tears started to fall and shit - I swear that that moment was epic. HOHO. I opened up the gate then hugged him tight. Then we already sat down to talk about stuff and by that time, I was still catching my breath. Then there was this one more thing he said "Boyfriend na ba ko ngayon?" > a real good way of making bawi huh. LOL. But yeah ; )

Those are just a few of why I'm beyond thankful to have him. ; ) There has been numerous times that we've cried while talking or while hugging. It's just like .. we feel so grateful to have each other.

I think it's different when the both of you are smiling, with tears falling;) I think it's different when you find someone, who's gonna love you whether you've showered or you haven't yet. Whether you could burp real hard like a man or not. I think it's different when you find someone you could totally be yourself with. It's when laying next to each other is quite enough to last a lifetime of smiles. It's when .. you find someone you're gonna feel free to share your hopes and dreams with. It's when you blog about him then you find yourself smiling and again, you're gonna start to tear up anytime soon. It's when you find someone who's gonna slowdance with you, wherever whenever. It's when cuddling next to each other is enough on a rainy day. It's when, his voice in the morning is enough to startle up your day and get you going. It's different when, you can't seem to last being in a fight with him when you're together and not know how to end it even though you already badly want to when on the phone. It's when you're willing to fry shit for him even if you hate frying. It's when he travels from north to south just to be with you. It's when he commutes even though it's so damn hot and he's the type who perspires a lot. It's different when you get to find someone who's very much willing to look silly with you in public. It's when the two of you could walk in a silly way and not care what other people think. It's when you hold his hand and think - there's no other hand you'd rather be holding than his. It's when you look in his eyes and feel - like reaaaally feel that YOU ARE HIS WORLD. No. You're practically gonna feel like his sun, since that's where his world revolves around. It's when you feel like a princess even though he doesn't call you one. It's when you close your eyes, think of him, and cannot help but smile. It's when .. a day is not enough to let others know how strongly you feel about a certain someone. It's when you can't breathe - and for once it's sort of okay. It's when .. you just know it - that THIS is it. And if ever it aint - you're still hoping that it is.

I guess this is already long; ) I still hope that I could really blog more often. Again, I'll try. :):))