11.11.2013

Who's Beautiful? I am! ♥

In God's eyes. In my mom's eyes. My dad's eyes. My siblings' eyes. In my eyes (I think HAHAHA). And in someone else's eyes.♥ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAk

I'm blogging right now because I need to release this excitement in me so bad that I barely care that I'm actually gonna blog about it. WHAT.

I hope every girl in the world would always prefer to be called beautiful rather than hot or sexy. I swear. To be called beautiful is just - I don't know. So unexplainably ... heartwarming. The kind of heartwarming that also causes me to spazz so so so so so much.

Sometimes it makes me dance. Sometimes it makes me smile out of the blue. And often enough it keeps me daydreaming the whole day long.

It's of course good to already know that within yourself (which you actually should know that you ARE beautiful) - but it's just really different when someone constantly reminds you of it. It feels different when someone makes you feel as though they could see and know all of who you are and still find you beautiful.

It's like - I barely give a fuck if other people don't find me that attractive - it's like it's enough that there's this one person who finds me beautiful. And I think even with just this one person who always reminds me of it - I think that that beauty could actually glow from the inside out. And I believe that people who are in love actually do BLOOM. :) I'm not saying I'm in love - but I am saying that I'm very happy and that I am very inspired.

There's this person who - inspires me to take more photos more often - because then I'd be able to share my world - with him. The same person inspires me to search for more music and explore new ones and new old ones - and eventually fall in love with that song/those songs/tunes together. He doesn't demand that I do these things - but I do them because there's this rush of inspiration that enables me to explore more things - so that there'd be more to share. I'm glad enough that he does the same.

I'm really enjoying this journey with this person. It's something I don't really expect much of - yet it's able to really make me happy. There'd be days that we wouldn't be able to talk - and I don't even go gaga wondering why - because there's this weird comforting feeling that it's okay to be away for a while.

Ok ok. I don't wanna go on talking about this or us or him that much really. But there's this thing that just never fails to make me smile -

Know what it is? :D

How he'd always call me beautiful. Not call me beautiful as though it's my name. He'd often call me beautiful before we part ways. He'd be like "Good night beautiful :)" or "Buy buy beautiful :)" "Take care beautiful :)" AAAAAGHHHHH

PS, the "buy buy" is actually like our inside joke. That would eventually be an outside joke if I'd share it with you guys so NO and yes I am corny. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

MKAYYYYYYYY. Goodnight. :")

Another spazzspree woot woot

Ciao :p

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