I wanna go out on a date.

Please? Will someone take me out?

I know it sounds pathetic. But seriously. I wanna go out with someone - anyone - I think?

So my birthday's nearing and I've already got plans. Well, not really. -__-

On the day itself - it's either I go out with my sister and her husband if and only if they'll go take me to Star City (a place I've never been to, sorry) aaaand or Lazer Tag. No, I got no plans for paintballs stuff. My friends got bruises and shit and my legs are already as crazy as whatever due to my being so clumsy so yes - I have scars and basta bv - anyways.

If I don't go out with my sister and Ian (her husband) .. I was thinking .. I wanna go out by myself. My usual date with myself :) Watch a movie, eat ice cream, maybe watch How I Met Your Mother as I sit at bench and eat chocolate mint flavored ice cream then after that, hang out at Powerbooks and read books. LOL. The usual, be at the art section. Checking out huge art books. On advertising, drawing, architecture and the like. Then, maybe finish up the newest book of Diary of a Wimpy Kid. Then, have lunch at a restaurant! (That I haven't done by myself yet) Then .. maybe maybe, get myself a present :) For fun, I could have it wrapped and even write myself a message. Then I'll open it at home - maybe? LOLOLOLOL. Then then .. be home before dark ;) Have dinner with the family? Yeah. That simple. :)

Then there's this other idea - I was thinking of going out with someone. Anyone. Preferably, a guy of course. And if he's game for anything - that would be awesome! :) But I doubt I'd take him to the movies. I doubt too that I'd give him my number and my name. And lastly - I doubt that such would happen. :)) It'd take a super high and happy me to be able to do such a crazy thing - though I've always wanted to try it :3

Anywaaaays .. moving on .. I was also thinking of having the entire bus sing for me a happy birthday. Act like my family's not around and stuff. HAHA. Pero you know people - they're boring. They wouldn't sing for me.

Btw, if I haven't mentioned it yet - my family? Yeah. My mom and dad would be in Baguio. Since I was a kid, my birthdays have been celebrated at Baguio. And it was just recently that I found out that it wasn't because it was my birthday - but it was because my mom and dad had to attend to a CFC thing. HOHO~ but I'm totally fine with it. Birthdays in Baguio are - awesome. They've been cold kahit na warm dahil sa love. LOLOLOLOL. So, point is - folks aren't around. Though my two brothers are home and would be home - meh. We're tight - but not really. So ----- I mean. We're in good terms and all pero - what'll we do at home -_____- I'll just be doing the usual - this. Be on the internet ALL DAY LONG. What a boring Sunday that would be. Oh Lord. But, mama and daddy would be back by lunch so - I dunno.

This birthday - I aint even expecting for anything special to happen. I didn't even post my birthday on fb. It's cool that hundreds of people greet you - but wouldn't it be cooler if they greeted you coz they genuinely know it's your birthday? ;;) And it would just piss you off more if someone dint greet you even though your birthday's already on fb. Diba? Oh well. Still not posting it. I just wanna know who really knows my birthday and stuff. Hmm. I'm not even expecting any surprises this time around. Well to be honest .. my 18th .. was really touching. I really appreciated the effort my friends have done and all. But I don't know .. it just wasn't .. how do I explain this .. hmm.

My 18th, was lame. But I could tell you the stuff that made me happy that day :)

- even though I invited friends over, they still prepared a little something for me. Then I even had balloons. Balloons really make me happy. And they did wear orange and gray. Then .. 2 of my college friends were there too. Then .. I got to be with my friends. Oh, and tita and Kevin dropped by too which was really cool. Then .. that's all, really. And oh! I got a bouquet of flowers ;) From Nicole I guess - or was it from everyone? Hehe.

I love surprises. Which means I still do want a surprise on my birthday. But as I've said, I'm not expecting any since I've already got things planned out for my day. ; )

- I'll get myself a balloon.

- mint flavored ice cream.

- play cards.

- get myself a cupcake then get a candle too? this'll be neat. I'll get the superthin candlesticks. then put em all in one cupcake. \:D/

- OH. hear mass. lol.

- get some siomai :D

- and large fries and 6 packs of ketchup / giga fries.

That'll make my birthday :) ^above would be stuff I'd do if I'd stay at home or something. But uhh, I'm pretty sure I'll push through with the date with myself thingy. HEE.

Birthday wish? WORLD PEACE. hohohoho. But seriously .. I dunno. God knows my heart's desires. ; )

So .. till next time, earthlings :D Happy readin' :P :))