2.16.2014

Flaws and Imperfections ♥

Are the things every girl in the world has to accept and love about themselves.♥
Because believe me - no one else in this world besides your mom, dad, brother, sister, and God are gonna love you and your flaws even if you yourself notice it more than how perfectly beautiful you really are. I don't know if that even sounded right at all. Anyway, point is - learn to love yourself first.♥

I've blogged about taking selfies before and what reason it is I have for frequently doing it.

Okay let's cut to the chase - I am a person who has so much physical flaws. Like SERIOUSLY WHY CAN'T I BE PERFECT. (hahahahahahaha no kidding)

I can't say I have a lot of breakouts - because it's barely a "breakout" if pimples have been a part of your life. I have got to admit that I am so conscious about how UNflawless I am. I just try my best to carry myself the best way possible (I can think of hahaha_. My pimples have never left my face since puberty stage. At one minute they're on this area - the other - they've just changed location. WHY CAN'T THEY JUST LEAVE - okay let me tell you WHY - because I have a freakin' hormonal imbalance. So no matter how early I sleep, no matter how I avoid oily food, no matter how I avoid dirt outside, no matter how many dermatologists I've seen - nothing would work for my face because what needs to be cured is my hormonal imbalance.

I am EXTREMELY irregular when it comes to my monthly thingamabob. Just recently, I was so near to not having my period for two months. And now that it has arrived - it's still acting weird. I can't explain in full detail since that's obviously TMI for you guys.

I've been given pills (yes, contraceptive pills) for my hormonal imbalance - but I eventually stopped taking it when I read that long list of possible side effects. I took it for a month - and then when I had a new pack for the next month, that's when I started reading all about it. It creeped me out. :( I got so scared. So I decided to stop. Maybe I'll go see another doctor regarding this issue with me and my hormones :(
I have pimples on my face, and my upper back, and shoulders. If I dint have that much physical flaws - I'd always be wearing sleeveless clothes or tube dresses even. Soon - I suppose. 

My nose is not as pretty as my sister's, or my brothers', or my dad's, or my mom's. I don't know what went wrong with my nose but I've eventually learned to love my nose as it is. HAHAHAHA. BUT EXCUSE ME - I'm not "pango" - I just have a big nose. People who are "pango" don't got a bridge on their nose. Hahahahahaha

I have big feet. Like wide feet. I should normally fit into a size 5-6 but due to my wide feet, I wear shoes in sizes 6,7, or 8. 

I have scars on my legs. One was from an operation (when a cyst had to be removed from my leg) and then the other scars were due to my falling into manholes. I've already fallen in twice. But one for each leg - from two different times. HAHAHAHAHAHHAnotthatfunnytho hahahahaha.





kkk di ko na kaya to be continued guys gnight

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