On taking risks.

After listening to the song If It's Love by Train ... I realized a lot more stuff about me.

Even liking someone ... just the act of actually LIKING someone ... scares the hell out of me. And it's sad that even that shit does. I mean - what's so freaking scary about that?? WHATTT~

Then I thought .. yeah, things are taken one step at a time .. but if you'd really think about it .. liking leads to liking more. Liking more leads to falling. Falling leads to fucking falling in love. I think there's even such a thing as falling in like. And I know it sounds stupid - but hey, admit the fact that there are times you end up thinking "SHIT. I'm starting to like him/her." And fuck nooooo~ see. I'm a little paranoid bitch who's scared of having to admit that someone - the thought of certain people make her happy. What's far more scary is that when that number of people get to be overpowered by just one person. Now that's baaaaad. Reaaaaal baaaad. It perfectly shows and proves that you my love indeed like that person already. Say whatttttt~

But I doubt that I'm currently in that situation. I don't know what I feel. I just have to admit that right now - I'm so fucking scared.

:(

I'm a vulnerable little fuck. I can't like a guy seriously. Liking someone seriously means I'm already being open to chances of falling for him which cannot happen due to numerous reasons and I could state one right now - KASI.

Okay. Malabo ako kausap. Lagi naman e :(

Basta. It freaks me out. I don't like it when a guy I DON'T LIKE starts to make me happy. NOOOOO~

It's just .. so complicated. And to the level of how complicated it is - I have ended up with again - running. I swear. I've started to become so good at it. I fear that I'm gonna keep on running till there's some guy who'll run after me. Who'll notice that I'm just running coz I'm scared to death but can be tied down when rest assured that ... I can stop running. That this time .. it's okay to like him. This time, it's okay to fall. This time, it's okay to love again. But no. Me being scared scares guys off. So. Does this mean I'll be forever alone? :( </3

LOLOLOL. I don't knowwwwww~

Anyways. I have to do my paper now. And our logo. And so much more. At least right now, I'm loving what we're doing. YAY FOR STRESSFUL THINGS WE LOVE :3 But then - if doing these make me happy - where art thou stress? /:) HEE.

Okay. Just updating ; )